Thetis & Achilles—Julia McMullen
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by Julia McMullen
You dip your newborn son into the River Styx, your fingers gripping his soft, wrinkly heel. He cries as you lower him, he feels so far from you, from the only person he’s ever known, and you bathe him in the waters that separate life from death, and for a moment he is suspended again, in a womb, tethered to you and only you for the briefest moment. When you pull him out he cries like he did when he was born, his body slippery and warm as you draw him back to your breast, wrapping him in cloth. He is safe now. You feel the relief like an iron stone had been tied to your feet. You forget about his ankle, kept dry by your thumb and forefinger, kept dry because you couldn’t let him go, not even for a moment, and walk the long way home.
Julia McMullen is a poet living in Nebraska with her husband and two young children. When she is not writing, she is gardening, baking bread, or singing. Her work has appeared in several journals, most recently The Way Back to Ourselves Journal and The Clayjar Review. You can read more of her work at her Substack, Seasoned with Salt.
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So sad.
So true.
Some of us as moms try to think of every way to protect, and then blame ourselves when what we couldn't think of happens....and we also see other moms who don't care or are reckless go sailing through life more smoothly.
Wow. You let us encounter a familiar story as if for the first time, and then I discovered my own heart right there in the poem. Just incredible.